The Summer She CameDisclaimer : All of this never happened, and never will. I do not own any of the members of Mest. -------------------The Summer She Came
You know how when something bad seems to happen, time slows down? I always wondered why that was. It's as if God wanted you to endure the pain for twice as long or something. That's assuming you believe in God, I mean. If you didn't, I guess you just believed it was shitty luck. Either way, it happened. Unless I'm just delusional or something. But, anyway, back to what I was saying.
When we all first saw her, time seemed to almost come to a complete and total halt. I don't really know why
Goodbye To You: Part EightDisclaimer: I don’t own any of the members of Mest. This never happened, and never will.Goodbye To You: Part Eight
“Hello?”
I sighed, biting on my lip. Should I say anything? Well…Of course I should. I had to. “Meghan? It’s, um, Steph.”
“Steph? Perry?”
“Uh, yeah.”
“Oh, hi! How are you?” I could practically hear her smiling on the other end of the phone line. I wanted to puke.
“Uh, fine. Look, I don’t really want to spend my entire Christmas talking on the phone with you, and I’m sure you really don’t want to, either. So let’s get this over with, alright?” I said hastily.
There w
Goodbye To You: Part SevenDisclaimer : I don't own any of the members of Mest. This never happened, and never will. --------------------Goodbye To You: Part Seven
"Ahhh...Showers feel good," I sighed, flopping onto my bed, hair still wet. Jason laughed at me from his bed, where he was watching MTV.
"Yeah, yeah...So, you excited about Christmas tomorrow?"
I turned to stare at him, and we both cracked up. We both knew the answer to that one. Tomorrow would be like every other stupid family get-together: the younger kids would wake everyone up at 5 AM, we'd open the shitload of gifts under the tree and scattered around the living room, then we'd eat,
.Who.The.Fuck.Are.You?.I’ve gone through the pain and suffering,.Who.The.Fuck.Are.You?.
I’ve handled the mockeries and insults,
I’ve dreamt of living no longer,
And so far these are my results.
It doesn’t “do” to be unhappy, It’s not “okay” to be depressed, “Oh my darling, are you cutting? A shrink, may I suggest?”
Apparently, it’s not okay to cut,
To slit way up your wrist,
I found out that it’s not “decent” To say you don’t wish to exist.
Well, to you “perfect” people,
You don’t understand,
You just don’t seem to get,
That you’re not in command.
I can do w
.All.This.Time.he was slowly dying, Everyday he lost a bit more, he had nothing but scars and wounds, His soul was ripped and tore,.All.This.Time.
he had nothing to live for, he didn't know what to call home, he didn't know who to turn to, he was all alone,
Everyday he felt isolated, he was a million miles away, he had never felt love and warmth, he felt heavier day after day,
At night he just lay there, And breathed in the black night, he wanted to lie there forever, he didn't want to face the light,
Why was he holding onto his life? When he w
.My.Happy.Place?.I wrote down everything that was wrong with me Everything that had gone wrong in my life and what came to be.My.Happy.Place?.
I wrote the truth that I had hidden inside I wrote about it all and the reasons I lied
I realized that my life is a mess I'm someone different unlike all the rest
I looked upon the page with hollow eyes Realized my soul was filled with empty cries
I looked upon my arms full of scars and watched the blood run down Filling me with screams becoming numb as the drops hit the ground
If you think this is fake and all this is untrue Then you d
.You're.Path.You lie so broken in your world, there is no more light, no bliss, your happiness, oh, so tainted, it kills me to see you like this..You're.Path.
I just want to wrap my arms around you, but because of some reason, I don't, I want to tell you that everything will be okay, but I can't, because I know it won't.
I want to tell you how much I'm hurting, but I don't, for I cannot speak, I hold your hand, I hold it tight, as I kiss away the tears from your cheek.
You look at me with your beautiful eyes, as you quietly utter ' don't cry ' I am the one who is s
Erh--Hi. o__O
I miss you, bitch.
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the morning finds our bodies washed up thirty miles west
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I have a new account - read my journal!
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the morning finds our bodies washed up thirty miles west
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I have a new account - read my journal!
We're out of our minds.
'CAUSE IT'S DARK AND SCARY IN THERE.
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